} it all ends up to me.

" SO I AM THE NEXT WORSE OFF WOMAN IN THE WHOLE WORLD LA ! "

why did you ask me that when you know it is not true? why does it still all ends up with me . i didn t said i didnt want to go into direct admission, i just wanted you to know that if i have a choice i don t want to go into Nanyang Poly. But if you didn t know , it hurts knowing that you don t have faith in me. Why is it so hard to understand ?

i just need to know that you trust me , but somehow you can t seem to loosen the strings yet. the arguement always start when kor is around and in the end i get hurt the most but it really never occur to you that i am really really emotionally stressed because of this . Somehow i can t cry it out , omg, it is really that bad but you have no clues about it and when i tell you, or maybe hint, you laughed it off?

In the end, all the blames are pushed back to me , the faults and the anger.

fucked.